Good morning,
Today I would like to come from a place in my heart, the scripture says that, "Hope deferred maketh the heart sick: but when the desire cometh, it is a tree of life." (Pro. 13:12) Here is a verse that I struggle with when I read it and I have tried to make it more than what it means, but even in our language of today, I believe we get this. All of us have experienced this at one time or another in our lives, you have prayed for something in your life and believed with all of your heart for it to happen and it doesn't come. It may have been for healing in your body, salvation for a loved one, financial prosperity, deliverance for you or a loved one, I could go on, but I know you understand. Let us see if the Old Testament of the Bible means what we think it means. Hope in the Strong's Concordance means; expectation. Let's see what it means in the Webster's Dictionary; "to want something to happen or be true and think that it could happen or be true, to desire with expectation of obtainment. I think I could easily say that all of us have an anticipation in our hearts that when we pray or ask our Father for something that we expect to obtain it. That is easy to understand. All of us hope. Then what does deferred mean? Deferred means to be drawn out, to be postponed, to be prolonged, to drag or continue on; that is the Strong's definition. Let us look into our Webster's dictionary. Deferred means withheld for or until a stated time, to put off, to delay, to postpone until a later time. Maketh or make is still the same too in both definition, it means to cause to happen to or be experienced by someone;to bring into being by forming, shaping, or altering, to lay out or construct. So in any language to have our hope, [our expectation, our wanting something to happen and be true], even our believing for it, when it is deferred, [or, put off, prolonged, dragged on, or withheld until further notice] can make [cause, form, shape, lay out or construct] our hearts to be sick. That brings me to the word sick, I skipped heart because we all know what that means, but I will throw it in here, so that we have the complete picture; heart means our inner being, our will, emotions or our feelings, our thought, our passions, and our mind. This part of us becomes sick. Sick means to be or become weak, be or become sick, be or become diseased, be or become grieved, be or become sorry. As Christians, even the most powerful one has experienced this in their walk with God, so don't feel that you are not worth the blood that was shed for you. The wisest man that ever lived was instructed by our Father, God to place this right in our Bible. It can and does happen, even if some never tell you about their times. But, I have lived long enough to know if I keep my eyes on the thing that I was expecting to happen, that has been deferred, for whatever reason, I will get weaker and weaker. So we all must learn to shift our hope and focus on something other than the desired thing, when we become weak, grieved, or tired. David knew what to do and it is placed in scripture for us by them. I will close with these two verses.
"For in thee, O LORD, do I hope: thou wilt hear, O Lord my God." "And now, Lord, what wait I for? my hope is in thee"
"Why art thou cast down, O my soul? and why art thou disquieted within me? hope thou in God: for I shall yet praise him, who is the health of my countenance, and my God." "For thou art my hope, O Lord God thou art my trust from my youth." "Thou art my hiding place and my shield: I hope in thy word". (Ps. 38:15; 39:7; 42:5; 71:5: 119:81) Let us follow his example, let us put our expectation, our hope in God and in His Word, shift our focus from the desired thing or what we want to obtain and place our hope on the greatest desire, our Father, then we will have the Tree of life!
Love,
Pastor D.